Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to the those who celebrate it and happy holidays to everyone else!
I hope you all had glamorous days :) I celebrated Christmas with my family and with chatting my friends online :) just how I like, barely going out just laying in my bed :) I got some nice presents, even though they wasn't placed under the tree-do you think they could fit under it? :D

It is a cutie, isn't it?

Tomorrow, I went out to take pictures-And I learned again to dress warmer. But it was fun anyways :) although, I start to really miss summer, this icy, gloomy, dark and grey weather is not really good, despite that you can find beautiful things to take photos of. Still, I don't like it. Especially, the grey sky is a pain to me as a photographer... Okay, that's enough from my whining, let the pictures come :)

We had a white christmas :) the tree is an old christmas tree which we put outside and it's growing and living, so beautiful :) the second pic is a close-up from it's leaves, you may have seen thousands of these-I have thousands of these kind of pictures :)

The little crystals of ice were beautiful, like diamonds :)

The same with these :) (from this pic, I have 13 blurry ones plus this-my hands were shaking from the cold :D and here, the other problem is the backgroud, but I couldn't do anything against it :D )

And a colourful leaf, do you apperciate that? I really do :D

To sum it up, I'm not satisfied with the solution. Really not. But-there will be better days for sure :) cherish this :)
Have an amazing day beautiful blog reader :)
xoxo Alice

Last-minute Christmas-present idea

Hello :)
I didn't blog again for days, I guess Christmas makes me pretty tired... okay, school makes me pretty tired. I've been making presents even in the last minute to give it for everyone in time, luckily I got ready, so I can just lay down and enjoy Christmas :) and I luckily got a christmas tree, only if it's just 10 centimeters tall :D but hey, it's cute :)
I took some pictures while making the presents, because I'm proud of how good idea I had, so I'm sharing it here, maybe you'll use it too ;)

 That's how you start-just get some yarn or string, or anything (I don't know how it's called, excuse me :D)

And get some pearls you want to put on them :)

Start to make braids on the strings and if you want, you can put the pearl on it.

That's how it looks like when it's done :) (yes, the pearls changed colors-or I changed the pearls)

Here there are different ones I made :)

I hope everyone will have a beautiful Christmas :)
Merry early Christmas :)
xoxo Alice

Icy photos

Hello fellow blog readers :)
I promised you the photos from the weekend, so here there are :) I finally have time, to write a blogpost (actaully, I don't, I have thousands of other things to do :D)
The lesson of the photographing was: I prefer summer-or at least thid side of me prefers it. it was sooo cold and my fingers were freezing and the cold doesn't really helps the camera to work, actually :D

 That was the first photo I took, just to test the camera, so I'm actually surprise that it was good :)

The water frozen on the leaves...amazing <3

Another, but it's more colourful :)

It's green...really green.

The ugly fence is in the backgound, but anyways, I love this photo :)

I was so so so glad that I could go out and take photos, I missed it so much :)
And it's Christmas soon! My Christmas feeling arrived now, I just need to get a Christmas tree and some ornaments and finish the presents... but it's Christmas anyways! :)
Goodnight *virtual hugs*:)

Oops

I just realized that I haven't blog in three days...I'm getting pretty much overwhelmed with school and other stuff...I have to blog tomorrow. I took some beautiful pics on the weekend, so I have to post them and also other things... yup, I have to blog.
Goodnight now and sleep well <3
xoxo Alice

Addictions

Hi blog readers! (I hope such things exist :D )
For today, I brought you an other topic again I love to talk about in the helping-people matter. About addictions.
There are different types of addictions, actually, I usually say that there are two different groups, serious and not serious ones. The not serious ones are the ones what aren't affect your life that much, like addiction to music, chocolate, scents, TVseries, etc. Of course, they also can be serious if someone breakes their usual routine for them and starts to act very differently if they can't get them. in this case it can be counted to the next group, the serious ones. the most known are drugs, alcohol, selfharm, sex, dieting or not eating and so on.
This post is for those who fight with addictions that actually affect their life as much that they should get rid of it. I want to show support, because you can do it. Just start with a litle goal first and if you accomlished it, you know that you can do it. don't want to reach big things at once. And if you feel the craving coming back, just remember: it's not you it's the addiction. You can win. You are strong. And this goes for not only the addictions but if you're want to accomplish something. Everything that holds you back, the feeling that you can't do it, it's not real. You can do t. I believe in you and I know that so much other people also do. You are strong enough.
Always remember this when fighting with somethings you want to get rid of or you want toreach your goal.
Have a good night :)
xoxo Alice

Mobile blogger

Hi :)
This is just a short post to test how I can blog from my phone :) I need it cause I probably won't be able to use my laptop for some days, my room is being reorganized and getting the computer to work will be the last thing to do :D but, if you ask me, it's worth it :)
So, goodnight now :)
Xoxo Alice

100 pageviews

Hello :)
I've reached 100 pageviews today, thank you from my heart! <3
I'm celebrating with a little chocolate, breaking my diet (which I already broke today anyways), but I don't care, I'm just happy :)

I just love chocolate and Toblerone is a real curiosum here, so I enjoy that I could get some :)

Again, thanks for the 100, I love everyone who took the time to take a look here :) have a good night :)

Giving things away

Hi everyone :)
Actually, I didn't really had inspiration about what to write, but luckily the angels were kind today :) Today, I got all my old toys from my old house, packed it in a big box and decided that I'll give it all to an orphanage or a foundation at Christmas, since there are plenty of these here. So I sat down, that I'll throw out what's useless and give away the rest. Well, I have to say, I kept more things than I expected :D but I found lots of things I can give away, mostly plush animals, but also some other toys.
This is the first time I do this kind of things, but I have to say, it feels good :) mostly that I haven't even looked at these toys for like eight years (since we're living in another house), so I won't miss them. Okay, maybe a little :). But anyways, knowing that I did something good is really good, so it's worth it :) I truly suggest you to do the same, if you have something that you don't use anymore, toys, or clothes that don't fit anymore, give it to someone, to anyone who needs it. You'll feel good :)
Okay, that's enough for my "try-to-change-the-world" stuff (although I'll post these kinds of my thoughts often :D), I'm tired anyways, so have a good night everyone :)
xoxo Alice

Late night post

Is it really that late night? *wondering while looking at the title* Okay, I guess I'm just tired. I was at aikido again, I really love it :) I found a group of really nice people and amazing sport there :) it helps me to control my thoughts and while I'm here, I can forget my problems :) I really recommend it to you :) or any sports, or just a walk if you want to clear your head. And music :) my fav musicians are mostly female fronted rock and symphonic metal bands, but I love some really different music also :).
It turned out that I won't have a chance to go out to take photos, or not to where I love it most. I'm gonna try it in the city, but if it's cloudy, then it's almost impossible to take a good pic. (rule number one.) But at least then I'll sleep a lot. I really miss sleep when it's not weekend or holidays.
It's gonna snow tomorrow! :) December is officially here.
But, there's a pic to remind you of the spring:

(actually it's an autumn pic, but nevermind :))

Have a good night xoxo :)

Bullying in school

It always turns out that I don't blog for days and then I write two posts at once :D so here is this:
If anyone follows me on Twitter or knows me in real life, they know that I had and still have problems with the bullies in the school and I know that lot's of people have too. This is for you: stay strong! You're not alone. I suffered through it, in the first four years of school, I was bullied because how I dress and because I was (am?) fat, and miserable plus I was the teacher's pet cause I was smart but I was shy. The worst ones were the PE classes when I ended up crying lots of the times. Then, when I got into 5th grade, my class stopped, and I became friends with everyone, but the girls from the other class started. I hated them deeply, because for me, they seemed to be perfect, but I always laughed at their insults. You know what are they like: the populat girls, who are all the same. When two years later, I went to the school I'm currently going to, I hoped that this will end. For a while, everything seemed perfect, I made lots of friends, etc. But later, it turned out that some of them are laughing at me behind my back. And... it hurt. And I still can't look into their eyes. Luckily, I have some friends who stayed next to me, even though I'm strange and I don't want to be like everyone else.
And why do I share this story with you? Because I want. And I want to show that you're not alone and I want to tell you that you can do it and you're beautiful. If they laugh at you cause you're different, then you can laugh at them because they're the same. If you're different, then it means that you're interesting, and have something, nobody else has. And I hate the fact that these individuals get hated. BULLYING NEEDS TO STOP! I've seen how deep can someone get just because of words, and nobody cares about them, until it's late. But you should try to ignore them, because it will end once, once everything will be right. And if you look back then, you'll see how strong you are. And look into their eyes, look into the bullies eyes and ask them: how would you feel if you were me now? Most of the times, as I experienced, it can make them stop-at least for a little while. Because they're not as confident as they look like and they do it to be accepted. Everyone does these things to be accepted by a society which doesn't care about anyone. But don't try to be accepted, try to stand up and be yourself. It's better. Stay strong.
If at least one people sees this text and gains some strength from it, I'm glad and it was worth it. And if you want to talk, I'm here, just comment ;) and remember: you're beautiful and the pain will end.
xoxo Alice

Santa's Day :)

Hi everyone :)
I don't know if you missed my blog, if yes, then sorry that weren't any posts, I was busy or too lazy to sit down and blog. It happens :) we had a Math competition on Tuesday and now I'm proud of myself that I had done it really well :) And on the same day, there were the first snowfall of the year! Yay! I took some pictures with my phone, but actually, they're really shitty, so about this, you won't get a photo :P it snowed today too, so I hope that it will on the weekend, and I can take some pictures :) Or just, that I'll have a chance to go out and take photos.
Anyways, it's Santa Claus' Day here, in Hungary, because here, the Santa comes on the 6th of December, and puts presents into the kids' boots what they cleaned the day before :) I think that we have a really good day then, despite that I never believed in Santa. But we get chocolate :) and I walked around in a santa hat all day, it was fun :) so, from now, I can start the countdown to Christmas :)

This is me in my santa hat :)

So, Christmas spirit is here :) for me, it's not the cheesy songs in the radio and the Christmas trees and decoration everywhere (I hate both things, to be honest), but the waiting and it's athmosphere. I can't be the only one who thinks like this! But we still have three weeks until, and there's still school, holiday starts on the 22nd of Dec. so I have to study and do my homework as a good girl (which I'm not really, but still)... but instead, I sit here and write for you :) because... I want to share my thoughts with the world.
So yes :) *a virtual hug for all the readers* have a good day or night :)

Some pics

Just because I feel shameful cause I just brought my girly shit here, so here there are some pictures from my old ones. I couldn't get out to take new ones, I had school, but I'll try to have a chance this weekend. But until, here there are some older ;)

Since it's winter...;)

Springy feeling, and these flowers have the best smell :)

These are officially my favourites, or at least one of them. They are just gorgeous.

And this is an autumn picture I just found :)

Enjoy this and have a good night! <3

Some clothes

 You know, I'm not that "OMG fashion and makeup and jewellery OMG OMG" kind of girl, but I love clothes of course. Even though I don't follow fashion, I wear whatever I want, I was bullied for this once, but they realized soon that they can't hurt me with this... so I say that I have my own style, and I recommend you to have yours ;)
Here there are some of my outfits from the last days, you can decide if you like my stíle or not. And feel free to tell me, I don't bite ;)

My fav shirt, lots of bracelets, a scarf and jeans, usual :)

Similar one :)

This is from today, a pic where I look like how I want to look like usual=skinny. I love my jeans and shoes :)

And my favoutrite T-shirt :)

Sorry about the pics taken from the mirror, I hate this way, but I had noone to capture me...
Have a good night and remember that you're beautiful ;)

Healthy

And I just now realize that I wanted to blog earlier :D Okay, I'm lazy and my memory is like what goldfishes have... by the way, I wanted to give you all a lecture about healthy lifestyle, so here it is.
I see lots of people acting like they're sooooo living a healthy lifestyle, while eating nothing but fast food and doing no sports. This is the way you shouldn't do it. Actually, in my opinion, with little changes you can do so much. I mean, for example you go to school/work/anything by bus. Start to go like 5 minutes earlier and walk through two stops. Then do it between more stops ;) (okay, actually, in the middle of the city, maybe this isn't the best XD) This is how I do it, I walk to school everyday :) And try to find a sport that suits. Don't necessarly think about the usual, overused ones-even though they're good-you can search for one unusual, and then everyone will be like "Oh, what's it, it's cool!" :) I  recommend martial arts, from my experience.
About food. I really really know how hard is to don't buy all the chocolate you can and if it's sale in the nearest shop that sells cakes... but try to eat something else instead. Like... fruits. (Okay, most likely I'm sounding like your mom now) Really, you can find really tasty fruits everywhere :). And, cheeses, yogurt are really useful too :) try to eat something from these at every second meal, and it'll work-I think.
Most people want to go on diet to lose weight. Well, about this, I can't help, I just have one advice: don't want too much. Don't want to be someone you can't. Remember: you're beautiful, no matter what others say. Try to accept yourself. If you want to change because someone says so, it can cause more harm then if you stay yourself. If you want to change because you want to-think about if is it really you, who wants it, and it's not about someone saying something rude. Just be yourself, you'll find a way ;) (these are really cliché things, but they work)

And now I feel really hypocrite. Do you know why? Because I fight with my demons, and they are actually myself. I'm on a diet too, I try to become thinner, etc. But I'm closer to my goal than I was when I started. And I know people who could accomplish this. So can you ;) And if you want some help, I'm here.
So, the lesson is: live healthy and try to feel comfortable in your skin. And cherish every little sucess, cause they mean that you can do it.

So, here's an apple to bring your appetite to fruits ;) doesn't it look tasty? :)
Goodnight! :)

Do it yourself bracelets :)

Hey :)
Today, as on every last Friday of November, in school we had a little "market" (I don't know the name of it in English, the Hungarian phrase is "bolhapiac") where the little kids, like 3rd and 4th graders sold their things, which they're bored of for really low prize. By really low prize, I mean that I spent less than $1 for a bracelet, a pair of earrings, a keyhanger and some other stuff. I guess the children were just happy that they sold something :)
The bracelet I found was a really ugly one, but I had an idea so I made it a lot better :)

 This is the original one, I didn't like the flowery pattern, and it had some mistakes on it, etc, so, in my opinion, it was really ugly.

So, I searched for a black ribbon and started to put it on the bracelet :)

At this point I ran out of black ribbon, but I found a crimson one, which is also good :)

And this is how it looks done :)

I really like how it turned out, I guess I should to things like this more often :) Most of my bracelets are these kind of homemade ones, or ones I found in drawers and made a bit better, I only wear one what isn't made or changed by me, it was a gift from my best friend :)
If you like this idea, feel free to leave a comment :)
Have a good day/night :) xx

One week

I just realized that it was one week ago that I decided that I'll make a blog-and I made it :).
And I also seen that the clock here doesn't working properly-or is it just my computer?-I'll try to fix it, I don't like that it shows a wrong hour...
xoxo Alice

Some cactus and random pics

Hello everyone :) sorry that there weren't any blog posts in the last two days, I was busy... (kay, this is not true, I was just lazy :D)
Finally today I had a little time to take some pictures... I realized that my problem is that I don't have time to go out somewhere and take pictures, just on weekend. Maybe I'll make myself to go out tomorrow...
But here there are some from today :)

Cactus from random places :)

My bracelets , or pieces from them :D

A lamp which really looks good in my opinion :)

And some older pics ;):

Another inside plant and waterdrops :)

Maybe an apple-tree's flowers, I don't remember...

Oh yeah, these are the most beautiful flowers I know :) (besides roses, but they deserve their own post :D)

I know that these are not really good, but this is what I have right now :) have an amazing day :)

One other poem

I just found this, that's originally in English :) enjoy!

Empty lights                                                           

                                                                            

I lie here, frozen with open eyes,  

Let me go, let me fly                                             

I can't move, everything's white                              

They're staring at me, empty lights                         

Leaving me without voice to scream                     

Sending chills                                                      

Freezing me down                                                

Let me go!                                                           

Everything's empty and I'm numb.

I lost everything that's me

It doesn't hurt, it's worse

Being numb and empty

I'm dreaming, I know

But I can't let go.

I'm sinking down...

Let me go!

Waking up in darkness, screaming

Alone, alone

I wish the lights back

Finally they let me go.

and a photo of my collection, to illustrate it, and to illustrate my pathetic photoshop skills :D

My eye isn't that colour, it's actually a pretty different, but I wanted this :)
Have a good night :)

 

A little poetry

I promised you poetry too, so here it is :) I only found one about autumn, which is originally in Hungarian so sorry if it's not that good... and I changed things in the translation, but the most of it had stayed.

Wind of the autumn

Falling silence sits on everything
Orange-yellow leaves are falling
Dirty shoes walk the road
Cold breeze holds around
Her, the rain falls like liquid kisses
Girl from the wind stops and hisses,
And she goes, her brown eyes
Are cloudy mirrors of decay and lies.

Do you like it? :) In case someone Hungarian wanders around, I'll type down the original too...why not?

Őszi szél

Lehulló csend ül a tájra
Falevél hull, narancs, sárga
Sáros csizma jár az úton
Szellő fújja, hűvös burkot
Fúj rá, köré, eső zizeg,
Szél leánya megáll, sziszeg,
Majd elindul, barna szeme
Ősz s elmúlás borult tükre.

Feel free to leave a feedback :)
xo Alice

Just a few pics

It turned out that I have a half an hour to post some pictures, so here's a little of the ones I took this weekend ;) just cause then you can see a little :)

A similar pic is the background now, I really like this pic :)

On a tree I found :)

One of my favourite pics and one of my fav things to take pictures about :) there's a better pic, but I'm holding it back... :D

Even though it's autumn, you still can find little flowers in the grass, just be aware :)

Autumn colours <3

All completely unedited pics :) I often do a little work in Photoshop on my better pictures, I'll show one of these ones when I'll have time.
Feel free to leave any comments about the photos or the blog, I apperciate any kinds of feedback :)
Goodnight :)

About

A little late, but here's my second post (I wanted to blog earlier, but I didn't have time).
So: what will be this blog about? It'll be about me. My interests, and what I do in life. Mostly about my photos. Yes, I'm a photographer, but it's only a hobby, I'm not that good-yet ;) I'll use this blog to share my photos. And it'll also be about poems and novels, not necessarily just mine (yes, I'm a writer too) :) and also about music I love, clothes and my style, my inspirations in life, Maths and Chemistry and other science stuff (since I'm in a special Mathclass) and about how I fight with my demons... you'll just find out what does this mean.
And you can recommend me topics anytime, I'll may even talk about them :)
So, that's for tonight, I wanted to post more but I have to go to sleep *yawn*. Goodnight!

Hey :)

Hey, I'm Alice, as you may see it from the title :) And I start blogging here... not daily, but when I have time. About what? About my life. And in English, even though I'm Hungarian. You'll see how it'll turn out. I'll post... poems, short novels, photos, music I recommend... stuff like that. I'm not good in this thing, so let time decide how it'll turn out :)
xo Alice