2013. február 24., vasárnap

Some music :)

Haven't blogged in a while...I thought that when I won't have a laptop, I'll have a little time for blogging, but well, it turned out that I didn't have. Or I was too lazy. But now I enjoy that I got a new computer-you can't imagine how big realief is this!! Mostly that I can continue writing my book :) and well, chatting, etc. is also a lot easier with this :D but now I'm fighting with the things in Windows 8...so annoying sometimes!
Pics, I don't have again, but there are some on my Instagram (here) so if you miss my photos, you can find some there :) and follow me there too :D
So I had no idea what to write about-AGAIN! I hate this. But when I have inspiration, then I don't have the device or the time to post. Then I found my MP3 and realized that I haven't really written about my favourite music yet. Which is weird, cause I'm a big fangirl, and music lover, though I have to talent to sing and/or play instruments. On that music player, there are some songs I put on about a month ago-my favorites from my favorite musicians. Sadly, it has a little memory, so I had to leave the sngs that are 7 minutes long and so on (except one...). So I thought that I'm gonna post that list here, maybe you'll enjoy it :)
I'm a rockfan-metalhead, so be aware of this ;) :D

1.: Within Temptation-The Howling    I absolutely love WT and this sond has even brought me luck, so this is my lucky-song :) and the lyrics is amazing too :)
2.: Evanescence-Farther Away   Evanescence is my favorite band, and I like this song prety much, but actually I have no idea why was this the one I put there :D good song anyways
3.: Pain-Just Hate Me  The lyrics is the main reason why this song is in my top 10 list. I just love it ♥
4.: The Letter Black-Believe  A bit connected to my post about religions, this song is about the deep faith some people feel. You can argue with it, and you can accept it too. My reason to love the song is the melody, but I truly apperciate the lyrics.
5.: Nightwish-Slow Love Slow  Beautiful <3 that's all.
6.: Epica-Blank Infinty  I have some problem with this as I had with Farther Away...still, it's an amazing song, and Epica's lyrics are really-really good
7.: Within Temptation-The Cross  My fav WT song. The guitar in the beginning causes me goosebumps all the time ♥
8.: We Are The Fallen-St. John  As much as I think that this song is reaaaallly creepy, I love it as much
9.: Nightwish-Romanticide  I couldn't tell the reason why, but I barely could say better NW songs from it's era than this. Maybe Sleeping Sun... nope, Romanticide is the best
10.: Evanescence-The Only One  Because it's Evanescence and because of the 'we're all grieving...' part... gotta love it ♥
11.: Sirenia-On The Wane  The lyrics is the best part also in this song. Too bad that this singer didn't stay in Sirenia, I really love her voice
12.: Epica-Martyr Of The Free Word  Am I the only one who tinks that in some parts this sounds like a western song? The best Epica song if you ask me ♥
13.: Lacuna Coil-Losing My Religion (REM cover)  I prefer this over the original version, and yeah, the lyrics is the really cathy part here, but I adore how LC covered it, turned it into their style
14.: Evanescence-Bring Me To Life  If anyone doesn't know this song put their hands up! I guess nobody... the best song ever ♥♥♥
15.: Holiness-Breath In Time  Now the ones who know this song, put your hands up! I don't think that'd be too much...Holiness is a really underrated band with really amazing music, and this song is the absolute best ♥
17.: Pain-Noone Knows  I like this song because it's unique. And creeeeeeeppppyyyyy...
18.: Lacuna Coil-Intoxicated  I thought I put Upside Down here, but no...anyways this song is just really good though I have problems with understanding the lyrics somehow :D
19.: Sirenia-Save Me From Myself  This song reminds me of a full-moon at a cloudy night, in a dark, cold forest...weird, huh?
20.: Moonspell-A Greater Darkness  The. Lyrics. Pure. Amazingness. So are the melodies. Just love it ♥ (and that's the exception, cause it's more than 7 minutes, but I don't mind :D)
21.: Nightwish-Whoever Brings The Night  Weird song, but I like it somehow, it's not like other songs from the Dark Passion Play album, more powerful, and so on. I like it :)
22.: The Agonist-Business Suits And Combat Boots  Screamo a lot, but well, really amazing :) and if someone knows the lyrics, they start to apperciate the song even more-at least this is what happened to me :D


Aaaaand...that's all. This post have turned out to be a long one, but well, I don't mind :D
Have an amazing day beautifuls!
xoxo Alice

2013. február 16., szombat

A solution

Now, since I don't have a camera (sadly) I had to find a way to still take photos. And this way has came with borrowing an other phone. But, I can't send the pics from that phone to mine, and it doesn't have blogger, so...I made an instagram account to share my pics from that phone :) it's here :) feel free to comment and follow and other things :D
I always blog at late night, I realized...
Goodnight everyone!!
Xoxo Alice

2013. február 15., péntek

My apologies...

...for not blogging. Believe me, I wanted, but fate didn't want me. The sad situation is that both my laptop and camera was stolen, so you won't get new pics too soon. Though, I'll try to solve it somehow, but until, the only things you'll get are my thoughts about...stuff. My only luck is that my old pics are in safety...
Maybe I'll found some interesting pics on my phone-the device I use now. Bless god for wifi!! Maybe, I'll have more time for blogging, cause on my laptop I was busy writing my book, and on a phone, I obiviously can't do that. We'll see...
Ya know, sometimes I wish life was a Math problem. They usually have a clear solution in the end and logic thoughts meanwhile-while our lives don't really seem to. (That's the deepest thought you can get from a Math student :D) That's whats on my mind right now. I really need to sleep :D
Goodnight everyone!
Xoxo Alice

2013. február 10., vasárnap

333 pageviews today...

...and 33 posts (this is the 34th). Funny, hah? :D I was away for a while again, it happens. And I still don't have new photos. I don't have anything to take pics but the snow everywhere. And I don't even live that far north! Any much I love winter I wish spring would finally come, because of the fresh air, the flowers, the blue sky, and the FEELING that it's sping. I'm even happier then and I could really use some happiness to be honest. But nope, it's still just February. Bah. And I haven't found the winchester I keep my photos on, so the old spring photos aren't an option either. Actually, I'm sad about this cause I'd need them too...
  Since I don't have pics I'm in such a trouble on what to blog about. I've been thinking about lots of things to write down but last night one topic came into my mind. I always see religious arguments everywhere and to be honest, I'm pretty sick of them. Do you want to know why? Because first: everyone has a right to believe in whatever the hell they want. Second: it is never proven if a god (or gods) exist or not. Everything is just theory. I myself do believe in some kind of god (pretty much weird since I study science) but in my opinoin it's more distant and different from our world that we could understand. And I believe that this 'god' loves all of us anything we do. This, what I do isn't a religion, but if it was (or maybe it exists, I just don't know about it) I wouldn't care. But you know, every time I walk into a temple or a church, or anything, I give a think for the god of that given religion. Mainly, it's not that different. I respect everyone's opinion on these things, the only thing I can't accept is if someone bashes the others on religions (or any other things) just cause it's different. We are different. And everyone has the right to believe in anything.
  Okay, that's all for now, I have to study History now, so goodnight everyone! And I'm gonna bring pics soon, I pinky-promise :D
xoxo Alice

2013. február 1., péntek

Bullying in school-part 2

Hello everybody :)
It's 1 pm here, it's Friday and I'm at home typing a new post-shouldn't I be in school? Of course I should but since today I had an appointment at the eye-doctor, I didn't go to school. Guilty pleasure to sit at home, watch another three episodes of some TVseries and eat lunch calmly :)
And due to this I made myself to type another longer post, continuing the previous about bullying (here) I wrote more than a month ago. I read lots of articles and listen to people talking about this topic, and as I watch it more, it seems to me that stopping bullying is impossible. I mean, we can help individuals, little groups, maybe a school or a workplace, but never more. Because, we just can't reach everywhere. I don't have anything against the ones who try-because they really help some peple, may even save their life-but I have to say that we'll never win. I think it's in humanity, to hate the ones who are different. Because, we are all afraid of the unknown. If someone does or says sometihng that is different from what we think or know, it's that unknown. I think that the reason for racism or homophobia is quite the same. I don't agree with these narrow-minded people. If I get to know the unknown, it may open a new window to me to see the world through. Don't ever judge someone because they are different, they think/dress/act/etc. different. Never. If we all would be the same, the world would be boring. And, you know the saying-"You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at you cause you are all the same" (or something like this). But, there'll always be some people who won't be as smart to understand this. And as I've said, it's in humanity. From the very beginniungs. We can't stop bullying completely-but still, we may can help it's victims.
And for the ones who suffer from bullies-don't listen to them. They are just a narrow-minded, idiotic jerks, okay? You are better than them and you are worth to not let them down. Stand up and fight. Talk to someone, help the ones who are in the same situation. You can do it. You are beautiful, unique and there surely are people who love you. Don't be afraid to meet new friends. (Sometimes I think about how I met with my internet friends who are really close to me. If I didn't wrote that first comment, now I wouldn't know these amazing people. But this is quite similar with friends in real life too. Just one nice sentence can change your life.) And even if everything seems to be hopeless, just think about how many times you wanted to give up and that how many amazing things happened since. Okay? Never give up, and remember: you're perfect in your own way. Because everyone's perfect-while nobody is. You can do it. Just always give your 100%-and if it's not enough for them, it's not your fault, it's theirs. Just be yourself and don't change for them. You're worth more. Remember that ;)
So this is-my opinion about the whole thing. If you have questions, or you just want to talk, the comment section is open-and if you want to talk in private, ask for my e-mail ;)
Stay amazing, beautifuls!*virtual hugs for everyone*
Good afternoon!!
xoxo Alice